In case you didnt know, ive had an eating disorder since 1997. Ive fluttered between anorexia & bulimia for more than 20 years. So I, more than most, need to dance like no one is watching. Watching your every imperfection move to the rhythm of the music is somewhat therapeutic, even those fat rolls can be graceful. Its a damn good workout plus a side of self confidence. As of new year, I'm on a mission to love my body, despite wrinkles & fat rolls. I am not 25 anymore, I am not purging the calories I eat. I am not starving myself anymore. I am 33, my body will change, with or without an eating disorder... it's science. Women WILL lose estrogen as they age & that causes a "square" look and there is nothing I can do to change that, therefore I must accept it. I WILL put on weight because i am no more purging or starving...i am eating healithy. I must love my body, i will not find peace until i do. It is time to put an end the hating on myself... NOW! I am beautiful, no matter what they say! I started kicking this ED thing properly when I left corporate in 2016, this is the year for it to end; and I can only do it by changing my way of thinking...and believing that with God, this is possible. .
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